You are my baby..and you'll always be..

I was a daughter all this while and then in that one moment when you came into my life.. you made me realise I was a mom.. Without any doubt, you are my first baby.. and I love you so much my girl..

The first time I saw you.. you were a tiny ball of fur who could fit into my palm easily.. Time flew and you became a big girl..

I remember the first time you had a mango and how you madly fell in love with the fruit.. I remember your love for tea and how you would jump all over the house for that one drop of tea.. I remember the times when I took you out for your daily bike rides and when we played on the terrace.. I remember how you slept on me peacefully.. I remember how you followed me everywhere in the house.. I remember how you would sit in a corner all scared when I would get angry..

I remember the first time we took a flight together.. I remember how scared you were and how you wanted to cling on to me.. I remember our first time in the train together and how you were the center of attraction for everyone.. I remember how everyone made fun of me by addressing you as my daughter and how that fun became such a big truth of my life..

I remember how you fell ill and the whole family spent their days and nights looking after you.. I remember how every face lit up when you stood up and ate something after 5 long days.. I remember how everyone fell in love with your stupid acts.. I remember how you became a reason for smile for everyone in the home.. I remember how you danced when dadi sang "Banna to maaraa futaraa saa".. I remember how you snuggled with me.. I remember how you sat in dadu's lap.. I rememeber how you loved to sit in papa's arms.. I remember how mom was scared to hold you once and then came a time when she could not let go of you for a second.. I remember how that kid Shankar became your best friend and I remember how you posed for the pics Nik took of you..  I remember how you gradually made a place in Harshit's heart with the crazy things you did.. I remember how you enjoyed your car drives to Jodhpur... I remember how you jumped around the house and hid in every nook and corner of the house.. I remember how you became a second Nidhi to dad and mom.. I remember how you did your "Jay Jay" to me on the wecam everytime.. I remember how your soft skin felt against me.. I remember how you licked all over my face to show me how you loved me.. I remember how you rubbed your tiny little feet on my tshirt to grab all my attention.. I remember how much of a cleanliness freak you have been.. I remember how you played with your long ears.. I remember how you wanted to eat in the same plate I ate my food in..

I remember how much of a human you were than any of us ever were.. You brought us smiles.. You brought us joys.. You brought us happiness and you brought us laughter.. And just like that you took no time to teach us that angels need to go back to a different world.. you just went away.. in a fraction of second.. I miss you my baby.. I miss you a lot and though it doesn't make any sense to anyone.. it does to me.. You are the baby who made me a mom.. You are my girl and I am so proud of you.. Rest in peace and stay happy where ever you are my baby girl.. You mean the world to me.. and you are missed immensely.. for you were my girl.. for you were the part of me who became a daughter to mom dad.. a grand daughter to dada dadi.. a best friend to Shankar and bundle of joy to Nik and Harshit..

Love you my little doll.. and I miss you so much.. for you are my baby.. and will always be mine..